A Church used as a Tool of Evil

The Evil within our Churches; Calvary Crossroads Grants Pass.

After much prayer and contemplation over the last couple years, I believe it is time to call out a Church that has allowed evil judgments to take over.
I can state emphatically that this evil was personally destructive and based on lies put forth by those who have no true walk with Jesus Christ.

I attended Calvary Crossroads Church when I first moved to Oregon to leave destructive forces that nearly destroyed my family. Fortunately lights went off in my heart that the teaching here was very judgmental and lacked any Christ based compassion. While I do not want to come off as dogmatic, as I am sure that others felt that this church was serving the Lord (& I cannot argue what God may or may not put on another's heart), it was clear that this was not the place for my family.

While my background of standing in faith is obvious to most, even non Christians (by their own admission) poured out with testimonials in support of me after this evil came to a head in the winter of 2009.
I should also note that one such long time business associate that knew me intimately since he worked out of my home too during the very difficult years late in the 1990s and knew what I did and went through for my family, found what happened disgusting to the point of my attempts to show him that the answer to life is Jesus, was set back considerably after he saw the evil perpetuated by Calvary Crossroads GP and Bethany Baptist of West Covina!.

Background

I have been the victim of two affairs (one very devastating considering the destruction this individual reaped upon my family in so many ways).
YET I stood firm and supported my wife (& ex wife) showing Christ's forgiveness (via much prayer for help I might add).
I should also add that I was a virgin until almost 30 years of age as my first wife rejected me completely, all the while I have teased mercilessly since my teenage years because of my size that I am gay, this includes being stalked by a homosexual predator and being touched inappropriately by someone I trusted.
YET I stood firm in my convictions.

I have endured nightmares, add even twice at the height of my ex-wife's affair I finally had two women find me "attractive" in a way I have never experienced (including many years later since my current wife does not find me desirable), YET I turned away (& it was not easy, only with Christ's help since I have and still do feel so small and undesirable in others eyes).

I have been blessed with the talent/gift of hospitality and have used this extensively, mostly in secret as most persons know nothing of whom i have helped in this way and many Evangelicals such as the offenders at Calvary Crossroads do not seem to even understand
See: Matthew 6:4 (New International Version)
4; so that your giving may be in secret. Then your Father, who sees what is done in secret, will reward you.

Luke 10:25-37 are Bible verses there seems to be little understanding at this church as well.

Fast Forward

One person I helped/be-friended (as I have with many others) was a co-worker.
Sadly another male co-worker who had obvious personal issues and brought a "chill" to everyone else when he came in in the morning made many inappropriate gestures toward this co-worker (his true Christian co-workers could easily see that his "fruit" were clearly not that of a true believer). He clearly had issues with younger persons based on comments he made to me, especially after he had an argument with this younger female co-worker with this younger co-worker where his true colors came through loud and clear. This man clearly made up rumors to cover for his own disgusting, bitter, and immoral behavior (again this was obvious to EVERYONE with the exception of the next person i will note).

Later another lady came to work there who was a missionary daughter that had obvious mental health issues, possibly from a severe accident she was in. Most other co-workers could not stand to work along side her especially since she constantly spewed harsh judgments on those around her.
I attempted to make her fit in (by speaking with others not to shun her & in other ways).
Unfortunately both these before mentioned persons became "to close" which resulting in more friction and soon it became apparent that neither of these persons were healthy for this business.
The owner of this business let him (Kenny) go and this resulted in him spewing hate everywhere he could and he pulled this young lady along in his hateful and evil destructive diatribes about me (& others).

What is sad and despicable is that these two had no credibility, yet those in authority at this church (not the workplace which saw through them both) allowed these destructive and blatantly evil rumors to stand, despite the plethora of truth within grasp of those with the integrity to look past the nose on their face.

The Results

Although I cannot trace all these rumors to their sources and who believed them and who did not, it was obvious that those with the power to stop these rumors turned an evil deaf eye to the truth, the outcome was hurtful to many persons (not just myself) and most importantly my family which has already been through much.

When the evil that brought us to Oregon reared its ugly head again, these rumors were part of the mix. The positive of this horrible event (that brought in the Oregon DHS), were the many persons that have known me over decades, many of whom that I had helped "in secret" as the Lord asks (including business and time in Los Angeles) came forth with many written testimonials to my character (which also backs up the character of others hurt by this character assassination such as my Brother -In Law).

Many here in town such as the Holy Rovers RV group came forward too since they spent much time in close proximity with me and my family (especially when you consider that RV walls hide nothing when parked right next to each other; both warts and all). These persons also testified as to the truth of mine and others character. They knew the severe struggles we faced (such as a son with autism and a daughter with emotional struggles that date back to before we moved here. The persons (the Holy Rovers) also knew and witnessed how I in particular worked hard to over come and provide for my family, despite continued attacks from outside (they also witnessed both my positives and negatives, to which my negatives were not even remotely close to the the rumors Calvary Crossroads allowed to stand).

This brings me to point of writing this post, as I noted in the beginning I have been in prayer about this, as this incident has still so much hurt for us (especially considering the demon inspired night mares of this event), it is clear to me that those truly walking with the Lord would have felt God's calling of truth and felt his touch to apologize and attempt to end this rumor once and for all, HOWEVER it has yet to happen, so I feel that warning others and exposing the evil within this Church is now what the Lord requires (see the Book of Revelation and the letters to the Churches).
This is not to say the church is evil, only that this church has been used as a tool of evil and has yet to repent of this, despite the plethora of evidence both physical and spiritual to the contrary.

The Lord gave me these passages for this church's elders (while I was in church myself):
*Isaiah 58: 1- 12
*Matthew 5: 13- 20

This passage seems to speak much of this church (Revelation 3:1-6):
1 “To the angel[a] of the church in Sardis write:
These are the words of him who holds the seven spirits[b] of God and the seven stars. I know your deeds; you have a reputation of being alive, but you are dead. 2 Wake up! Strengthen what remains and is about to die, for I have found your deeds unfinished in the sight of my God. 3 Remember, therefore, what you have received and heard; hold it fast, and repent. But if you do not wake up, I will come like a thief, and you will not know at what time I will come to you.

4 Yet you have a few people in Sardis who have not soiled their clothes. They will walk with me, dressed in white, for they are worthy. 5 The one who is victorious will, like them, be dressed in white. I will never blot out the name of that person from the book of life, but will acknowledge that name before my Father and his angels. 6 Whoever has ears, let them hear what the Spirit says to the churches.

See Also;

*My Personal Autobiography

*The Triumph of Evil

*Oregon DHS Abuse of Authority

*True Conservative

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